Lyrics – Fail To Feel Safe

1. Suffer To Survive
I cannot stop, I cannot win ñ addicted to a life of mortal sin
I cannot sleep, I cannot fuck ñ it seems I’m running out of luck
I cannot eat, I cannot drive ñ I don’t know how I will survive
I can’t create, I’m ahead of the game ñ year after year it all stays the same
I will suffer – will suffer, will suffer
I will wither – will wither, will wither
The world will prosper – will prosper, will prosper
Can you hear its laughter – Its laughter, its laughter
I cannot live where I cannot breathe – our social problems still burn and seethe
I’m not sure if I’ll ever be free so feel the hollow shell of my intensity
I will suffer – will suffer, will suffer
I will wither – will wither, will wither
The world will prosper – will prosper, will prosper
Can you hear its laughter – Its laughter, its laughter
If you want to live a lie you’ll feel safe until you die
If you want to feel alive you will suffer, suffer to survive

2. Fail To Feel Safe
Fail to feel safe when you’re under attack
We’ve run out of time and there’s no turning back
Walking through life waving security
Everything we touch leads to fatality
I will conquer the fear of the dark that is consuming me
Suffer no more the wrath of my conscience and what is to be
I will conquer the anger that’s fed from my tenacity
This is the life that I lead leave me be
This is the time that I have leave me be
This is the way that I feel leave me be
This is what’s real, there’s no security
This is the life that I lead leave me be
This is the time that I have leave me be
This is the way that I feel leave me be
This is what’s real, there’s no security
The sun will shine its wings, the fire will burn and it stings
We were born to be kings but the birds no longer sing

3. By Demons Denied
Keep on moving, keep on moving, never stop the constant motion
Cannot stop, there’s nowhere to go, there’s nothing to do and it’s laughing at you
Roll with the punches, roll with the punches, the dawn will let up when we reach an ocean
The moon will drop, staring below, the fire is blue and it’s looking at you ñ Demon
Forget the past though we can’t forgive
There’s a hell for me and I’m living in it
Forget the past though we can’t forgive
There’s a hell for me and I’m living in it
Fuck this ritual daily mass suicide ñ Demon
Fuck this ritual daily mass suicide ñ Demon
Denied
Forget the past though we can’t forgive
There’s a hell for me and I’m living in it
Forget the past though we can’t forgive
There’s a hell for me and Iím living in it
Slow death, rotting masses, never fail, never end
Demon speed, demon seed, infecting me, infecting you
I’ll drive until I reach the gates of hell
Please find me in the place I fell
I’ll drive until I reach the gates of hell
I want to tell you that I wish you well
I’ll drive until I reach the gates of hell
Please find me in the place I fell
I’ll drive until I reach the gates of hell
I want to tell you that I wish you well

4. Euphoric Revenge
You wanna thrive on hate so much that it makes the world around you sick
For those of us who are striving for peace you are a weed that will never cease
Hell will exact my revenge on you
For the souls you have raped,
For the people you’ve used and spit out like there’s no tomorrow
I hope to God that hell exists
For those of us whose good will you took advantage of
I wish you the worst and I want a front row seat to watch you suffer
Hell will exact my revenge on you
Shut your mouth so the words won’t fly
Blind yourself and remove your eyes
I’ll finish last to live through the lie
Fuck the past we’re all gonna die
Shut your mouth so the words won’t fly
Blind yourself and remove your eyes
I’ll finish last to live through the lie
Fuck the past we’re all gonna die

5. Isolation Sickness
Put your fucking fingers into your ears
Pretend that you’re listening but you don’t hear
Little white lies go from side to side
This cloud of lies gives you somewhere to hide
Too little too late, a licking I won’t take
Tomorrow is too late if you believe in fate
If you could just hear what I’m trying to say
You would take back all the games that you play
You want me to leave but you’ll kill me first
Take a look in the mirror you know we are cursed
Pouring poison words all over the room
I gave you my heart for you to consume
Too little too late, a licking I won’t take
Tomorrow is too late if you believe in fate
Standing on your ground unwilling to move
Love is lost in all the words there is nothing to soothe
The world revolves around you in you
Never step back for a different view
I will go where no one else will know
I don’t know if you’re a friend or foe
I wish for us to shine another day
Let me finish what I need to say
I was never thrilled to see it fall apart
Hear how hard we fall into the dark
Take it back, take it back, take it back, take it back
Take it back, take it back, take it back, take it back
Eternal circle of confusion
Everyone is wrong in these lost convictions
It’s never too late to take it back
It’s never too late to take it back
Now

6. Sinister Drifter
Run, run far, run home, alone
Run, run far, run home, alone
I cannot feel any worse for you
I cannot be more thankful
I can’t blame myself for this
I cannot be guilt tripped for this
I must confess that this is your mess
Your situation to assess
I’m sorry for your stress
I cannot linger
I can’t help out any longer
I have nothing else to give
I have nothing else to offer
I must confess that this is your mess
Your situation to assess
I’m sorry for your stress
Run, run far, run home, alone
Run, run far, run home, alone
Stop

7. Sail The Sea Of Fire
I’m a fan of rejection, I believe in failure
Carry on the backwards steps, look away from what will guide you
I cannot live in denial, never will I abandon
Without the midnight curse what is there to climb on
I’m a fan of yesterday no matter how bad it was
I believe in tomorrow, rebirth and regeneration
I don’t believe in refusal, I have a life to live
Throw away the fucking red tape, I don’t wanna hear your misguidelines
Sail the sea of fire with me
Throw the lights into the sea
I don’t know what I’m supposed to be
Through our love I’ll find a key to act upon what’s meant to be
Sail the sea of fire with me and throw the lights into the sea
I don’t know what to believe but I’ll tie your hand to me
We’ll trust the stars to guide us on until the daylight and then we’ll flee
Through our love I’ll find a key to act upon what’s meant to be

8. Haunted
I can’t live with the past; I can’t live with the future
I can’t see past the wasteland that I’ve made today
We were fucked at the minute that we started
I’ve been seeing red for far too long
I’m coming to terms with myself that it’s me that I can’t forgive
Happiness bleeds into misery ñ Hope for a life that I can’t forget
Misery bleeds into violence ñ I owe an apology to those in my wrath
There was always a person that I wanted to be
There was always a person that I couldn’t be
Haunted by the love that is lost
Haunted by the life that is lost
Haunted by this fucking dream
Haunted I wish to forget

9. Drownage
I never thought we would crumble, I never thought we would fight
I never knew I would fumble because I want to be right
Now I’m on my knees but I never meant to beg
I feel it’s more of a plea to cut off my leg
Drowning, drowning, I cannot see the light
Drowning, drowning, gasping for a breath of air
I cannot see, I cannot feel ñ I know this isn’t right
Falling and following, the abyss will take its care
These are the times where we uproot our lives
We are a shield and we’ll put up a fight
Through the darkness we are searching for light
Forget the future, forget about us
Look at the mirror for guidance at dusk
To break through the will and fight off the lust
Soldiers of love don’t be unjust
Life has gone wrong we are covered with dust
Tap on the breaks to break through the rust
Drownage
Drownage
Drownage
Drownage

10. Demolotion Praise
Is passion worth a dime to the living or to the dead
The dead living with the dead while the dead remain unaware
Unaware, no self reflection
Always failing to understand
Is passion worth a dime to the deaf living with the deaf
There is nothing left to say because it’s all been said better before
One light, one light, one light is all I need, one light I do believe
One life, one life, one life to give away, one life to fade away
One light, one light, one light is all I need, one light I do believe
One life, one life, one life to give away, one life to fade away

11. Malady
Let me start this off with a temperamental bloody kiss
This is some sort of fucked up love note to the people that I truly miss
There are souls we touch while passing through this petty existence we know as our lives
Never do we step back, too focused on the will to survive
For what it’s worth I want you to know that I’m singing for our sorrows
I’m singing for our loves and I’m singing for tomorrow
No more, no more, no more – Our lives were meant to fall apart
Carry on, carry on, carry on – The feeling’s coming back again
Again, again, again – I’ll fall into oblivion
Carry on, carry on, carry on – with the weight of the world dragging me to the bottom of the ocean
Did you know it all goes downhill from here?
I don’t know how you expect me to feel when my heart was thrown into the sea
The farther we travel, the harder we ache and the distance seems to disappear
When we finally come to realize the advice we were given was full of lies
For what it’s worth I want you know that there’s nothing left for us to fear
The clouds are finally rising, with time I’ll learn to see this clear
No more, no more, no more – Our lives were meant to fall apart
Carry on, carry on, carry on – The feeling’s coming back again
Again, again, again – I’ll fall into oblivion
Carry on, carry on, carry on – with the weight of the world dragging me to the bottom of the ocean

12. La Furia
There’s a road that I’m sick of driving where the traffic never clears
and the drivers are striving to escape the death tolls and escape the death holes
No matter where I go it always stays the same
There’s a life that I’m sick of leading looking to the man on my knees and pleading
I understand he may have mouths to feed but he’s fuckin us over with his dirty deeds
Daylight, midnight – It doesn’t matter as long as it feels right
Erupt, explode – something tells me we have started a fire
Debit, credit – it’s a piece of plastic with a made up number
Upset, offset – something is off in the balance of power
Reality is what it’s meant to be so we cannot see what we refuse to see
We will fail ourselves
Reality is what it’s meant to be so we cannot see what we refuse to see
We will fail ourselves
Reality is what it’s meant to be so we cannot see what we refuse to see
We will fail ourselves
Reality is what it’s meant to be so we cannot see what we refuse to see
We will fail ourselves
Reality is what it’s meant to be so we cannot see what we refuse to see
We will fail ourselves
Reality is what it’s meant to be so we cannot see what we refuse to see
We will fail ourselves

13. Sabotage Within
You say you’re on my side while you deal deadly soul rotting feelings
Where can I hide? How can I push my frustration aside?
A cold heart coming out at last revealing wasted time that is past
Not here & now but then & was, a space of desolation
Sabotage within ourselves seeping though
Bars of acid made of sweat
Immunity by killing me while saving you
Sabotage within ourselves seeping though
Bars of acid made of sweat
Immunity by killing me while saving you
Lowest of the low undermining a foundation
Drowning in lethal love, how can I keep my head above?
Mind numbing mayhem, fatal development
Your timing is retroactive towards inevitable destruction
Dissolve, decompose, decay, destruct
Ventilate grievances, cold heart coming out, the outcast has been cast out